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Interrogations: Selected writing 1976 - 1990

Keith Hill

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Interrogations selects the best of Keith Hill’s early writing to showcase fourteen years of literary, cultural and spiritual exploration. Inspired by traditional poetic forms and the avant-garde, drawing on influences that range from Blake to Beckett, Rumi to Jarry, Mirabai to Artaud, Bashō to Bly, Hill’s work interrogates key myths that have shaped Western culture. Displaying a seriously irreverent sense of humour, leaping from mystic idealism to sly satire, this collection will delight readers with its probing critiques, surprising genre shifts and visionary daring.
 
"A unique creative individual who has produced a huge body of distinctive work. In New Zealand literature there’s no one quite like him." — Roger Horrocks
 
"Keith Hill is a kind of contemporary Colin McCahon, wrestling with some of the same problems that troubled our preeminent artist; but Hill reaches further. He engages with spiritual issues from both an artistic and a scholarly perspective, an invaluable combination at a time when questions of meaning and identity trouble people living in a postmodern world riven with conundrums and complexities. A singular writer." — Peter Dornauf
 
"Keith Hill’s existentially-sharp writings cut away the excess to reveal an essential spiritual journey undertaken with sincerity and wisdom."  — Richard von Sturmer

256 pages, 6 x 9 inches / 229 x 152 mm
ISBN Paperback: 9780167014308
ISBN Hardcover: 9781067014315
ABOUT THE AUTHOR

Keith Hill is an award-winning writer and filmmaker.
Sample poems
A WORD TO THE YOUNG

Let’s start with some friendly advice.
It’s offered with the best intentions
but you may wish to follow your
elders’ lead and consider nothing
this serious in a state of sobriety.
The truth is your elders hate you.
They have written promissory notes
for the future and crossed their
fingers they will be long gone
when nature comes to collect.
And that’s the good news.

You have surely noticed by now
your elders’ approach to solving
today’s most intractable problems
is to employ experts who closely
analyse all relevant data then blame
those they won’t allow to respond.
The blamed when I was young included
hippies students communists
unions workers the unemployed
radicals liberals immigrants
unmarried mothers abortionists the PC
feminists homosexuals transbetweeners
out of touch old people and the young.
Having identified the requisite causes
the experts then write up their findings
in bulging reports that contain copious
data analysis graphs and footnotes
the principal purpose of which is
to show value for money.
With suitable ceremony these reports
are presented to the authorities
who skim read the executive summaries
then recite with great fervour
a speech recycled from the year before
noting the need for “all of us together”
to energetically address X Y or Z.
Months later a media release put out
late one Friday night states the report
has been filed in a cabinet labelled
For Future Consideration.

This is how the modern world advances—
in a stuttering two-step performed
to music played by an om-pah-pah band
marching in a gleaming town hall
where if you look behind the scenes
you’ll see the walls are constructed
from imported plebiscites propped up
by poles extruded from hydrocarbons
precariously tied with contested agendas.
The impressive gleam is produced by
lacquer blended from ambition dissolved
in pragmatism painted on by
minimally paid migrant workers
who are blamed both for being
and for not being in the country
but business leaders in private admit
they need because cheap labour
drives their profit margins.
The conclusion is we should be grateful
because things could be worse.

As your stint in the education machine
comes to a close you are likely wondering
what your own future promises.
From my educated perspective
gained by having screwed up my own life
several times
I have just three pieces of advice.
Don’t get distracted by what’s in front of you.
(The big decisions are happening elsewhere.)
Don’t be naive.
(When have words and actions ever aligned?)
And don’t give in to despair.
Because things could be worse.
(Actually they soon will be.)
I guess that’s it.
Otherwise chin up stay positive don’t slouch.
And don’t make any long-term plans.


THE POLITICIAN

The politician scratches the audience’s back with
their favourite slogans left over from the last election.

The politician is a centrist who hangs his right shoe
on his left ear and speaks out the side of his mouth.

The politician first denies a problem exists then blames
the opposition then wants it left for the next election.

The politician ignores the students outside chanting
“Dinosaur!” as he studies the latest polling numbers.

The politician is gob-smacked when told his policies
align exactly with the prejudices of voters who back him.

The politician blows up indignantly when he’s accused
of wanting to win more than do what the country needs.

The politician projects himself as the last great hope
in a world where hope has replaced having a future.


THE MILLENNIAL

The millennial wakes each morning to stare glumly
into a hole that was once the promise of a life.

The millennial orders a double shot decaf almond
milk latte and hunts for prophecies in the froth.

The millennial seeks solace in spirituality because their
parents’ neoliberal capitalism is crashing the planet.

The millennial zooms seminars and masterclasses
hoping to meet the person they would like to be.

The millennial coats themself in probiotic goop
and surrenders to the process of transformation.

The millennial tries to beat depressing emptiness
by learning the Tao of mindfully being without having.

The millennial has a satori they’ll never be trapped by
possessions because boomers have taken everything.


THE INDIVIDUAL'S SOLILOQUY

I’m the individual.
For a long time I floated in warm darkness
feeling nurtured and loved.
Then I was ejected into a world
of harsh light and hands that
beat me till I screamed.
I’m the individual.
People loomed in my face
jumped me on their knees
jabbed fingers into my cheeks.
I learned to grit my teeth.
I’m the individual.
By giggling and crying I found
I could get what I wanted.
I learned to manipulate the oohs and aahs
that flitted all day before my face.
I grew chubby on my new skill.
I’m the individual.
Next came language.
Through a natural process
of neurological and cultural osmosis
sound merged into the names
for people and things.
I especially liked the names for me.
I’m the individual.
Simultaneously I discovered legs.
I learned to walk towards what I wanted
and run from what I didn’t.
I felt the consequence of being caught.
I’m the individual.
Soon after I discovered the difference
between what is mine and not-mine.
That just because I held something
didn’t make it mine.
Or stop others taking it.
Or me taking it back.
I’m the individual.
Without being asked
I found myself being educated.
My tongue and mind were stuffed
into a pedagogical meat grinder
and mashed into predetermined shapes
to help me say and think what
everyone else said and thought.
I’m the individual.
Later I was dumped on the streets
and instructed to wrest a living from
the whirl of commerce.
If I did not willingly take part
I would be stigmatised a loser.
I didn’t realise it then but
work is institutionally structured
to make other people rich.
I was forced to work not to avoid stigma
or to make others wealthy
but because I would go hungry and cold.
I’m the individual.